Lord knows I am hugely imperfect. I constantly disappoint and second guess myself. I’ve recently started cussing like a sailor again, have ZERO patience… usually, am a perfectionist, known to be a bit anal at times, and I give a lot to others then expect the same in return but usually never get it so I allow myself to judge and become angry….
Like I said… hugely imperfect.
But one thing I know I’ve never lost, and hope I never will, is my humbleness when I can see the hand of God moving in my life in spite of my shitty circumstance and attitude. He reminds me every. single. time. that He doesn’t demand perfection, just progress… a constant renewing and willingness to start each day fresh with Him.
How amazing is it that I can be literally almost homeless and less than a week later my situation turn around so drastically that almost every need AND dream I could want for the near future could be possible within weeks?!?
Simple. The hand of God.
I’m so grateful that He holds me close even when I’ve turned my back on Him and am still being a petulant child with this gift of life I’ve been blessed with.